Today I was asked five times...
"So, how are you back here in Viroqua?"
I sincerely replied, five times, "A little more good than bad"
I remind myself, healing, for me, is not some monumental event in the evolution of a disease, but a daily practice.
I remind myself... the only thing that is real...
literally real, metaphysically real, philosophically real... is the microsecond of time that is now...
I mean
now,
no, wait,... now
the now as these words emerge and paint my CRT before me, the now as we read these words...
the now as a part of my soul [a long lost friend] says 'I will never amount to anything'
Our solitary and our infinite
The future is not real, and the past is not real
So our only choice is to embrace the real, the now, and live life as we did when we were children... upon the first, and endless grand adventure.
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In other matters we are starting this business... it's a holding company, sort of... well, 'Holding Company' is in the name because it sounds cool... Tribal Mind Holding Company.
Our motto... 1) consciousness: consider what effect your use of capital (ie the Earth, cause all capital ultimately comes from the Earth) will have on our "tribe's" substistance, 200 years from now.
2) Capital: how likely and to what degree will our ventures be profitable... consciousness is not sustainable without capital and capital is not sustainable without consciousness [thanks to Jerome M. for guidance on this]
3) As Joseph Campbell suggested.... follow your bliss as much as possible.
Love Art Money
Capital Consciousness Bliss
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My friend, as a lot of you know, makes ice cream on her 150 year old family farm (Sibby's Organic Ice Cream). This photo, which I've posted before, was taken during an exploration of her 'ol granary....

The wood seen out of focus, on the imposing floor below was turned into a frame for this photograph made by my Dad.
My sister Laurie, lol, then ended up buying it off the wall in the public market we operate.
....
The story of the photo-trail continues...
My sister, exactly one year my junior, has followed my path home to Viroqua.... one of the most fascinating home towns in America.
We both grew up here, leaving for our destiny... life somewhere, anywhere other than the depressing place our parents reside (sorry ma :) ).
Well, for my sister and me that was almost twenty years ago.
She came into town on Friday.... the truckers were overdue 'cause of weather, and to complicate matters we had a large event at the public market the next day.
My friend and I came over to her new home, back in Viroqua, to help arrange things. It would be challenge, and take days I thought.
Then, we decided to start with a photograph (^^ that very one, in fact )
Her generous assortment of felines were all quite traumatized by the whole moving thing... which added to the stress.
To our amazement, after beginning with a simple piece of art, the entire home almost magicall, came into being within a couple of hours.
It was so organic, the flow and the creation... and the ice cream too.
My Dad's old clinic... now relocated to a new building... where he practiced for 35 years. It's now like a post-apocalyptic ruin, eerie and haunted.
On this night we would attempt to secure a couple of office chairs for my sister's new pad.
To our dismay, upon our clandestine mission to his office... someone had already 'secured' them.
lol.
Perhaps my father's last time down the halls of his clinic. He started there after residency 35 years ago...

On the night my sister moves back to Viroqua... 1960's lamp from a local drug store that closed on diminutive hutch. My sister's new miniature media room. Odd proportions and eclectic pieces.

Feline Statuette

Learning To Fly
Conceived, born and raised in the Public Market
rosary Commissioned

Milky Weed
Release of Spawn

Milk Tendriles

Record Freight Station

truckload!

Sunset in Ferryville
Pompous
Light Through Unknown Past
House Reclaimed

Go Around
painting at Sandra Be's
Ellen's Ladder
This photograph, a gift will be placed right over this actual paint test wall placed there by the sagacious artist Ellen ... so when you move teh photograph, te same colored rectangle is underneath.
Three Engaging Horses

Ten Foot Case
from Dahl Drug store... out of business cause of Walgreens after 100 years. At least one of their beautiful cases will live on at the town Public Market.
I have a new system up and running to reqruit more vendors and more customers to the market... I think things are really finally starting to churn once again!
I filed my first Registered Trade Mark application, and my second.

Shaking
Surgeon's Hone

Senator Russ Feingold... visits the Public Market and raves about it!
... one of the few leaders who lives and governs by principle and justice... undeterred by the mass folly, the passive duplicity of so many in Washington... our last despicable stand... one of few patriot at hand.
Beer and Pie
Fresh Grape Pie.... hands down... best pie of my life. Thanks to Mary Beth and her vines (I used to be an EMT with Mary Beth back in the day)

Red Cat One
Air Metal Fire Stone Flesh
A frozen representation of the inner magma currents that sustain life on Earth (without volcanic activity the earth would have no water)
I purchased this from a new merchant in our public market. It's cut, polished stone, with a hand applied metal rim. $7.50!
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I'm going to ask this again, cause it's really been on my mind....
if money was not an issue... what would you do as your 'career' for at least the next ten years?
be blessed
be thankful
be mindful
tony